Yesterday I went to a good friend, and the first thing she mentioned was how happy I looked. Well, if she would have seen me last monday or tuesday it actually might have been true. But since then so many things crossed my way, that I cannot feel good at the moment. It all started with a weird wednesday morning.
Then on thursday something foreseen happened, which I hoped would not happen that soon. Note: It’s totally unimportant how prepared you think you are for something – it will get you.
Friday morning then was, different. I realized what happened on thursday and because of that I had the most haunting moment I ever had. But that evening things suddenly turned the other way. I’m still trying to make a sense of all that.